It wasn’t until the days after Feb 26, when I realized that playing a college sport was truly the best time of my life. When I was playing over the past four years, it never hit me how much I was going to miss everything about it. As each season passed I always knew I had more to play, but this time I didn’t. It was wonderful walking around campus and having students and faculty tell me what a great game I played the night before, and in a way there are almost no words to describe how good a feeling it is to hear that the next day around campus.
Each year brought a different team with guys from different places and different personalities. But all these differences didn’t seem to matter at all; we did everything and went everywhere together. No matter what it was, whether it was going to the store to get something to eat or going out at night on the weekends, we were always together laughing and having the best time.
When the last game of the season was over, we would always say goodbye to players who had just played in their final collegiate game. Each year I felt for these guys. I felt the pain for them about not being able to play college ball again. I knew I would feel it too one day, but I didn’t want that day to come.
And when it finally did, on the night of Feb. 26, it was a feeling that I never felt before. My mind seemed to go blank and I felt empty inside. Playing sports and going to school was something I did for a major portion of my life and it had become second nature to me.
There were and are those times when I watch the big-time college basketball games on ESPN and think of how good those guys have it. Playing in front of huge crowds every night, having top-of-the-line facilities and gear, and being all over the television and newspapers every day must be as unbelievable as it seems. With that being said, playing basketball at a small school and not playing on ESPN, I don’t have a complaint about anything in my career.
I am going to miss the little things about playing a college sport the most - the camaraderie, the friendships, and stepping on the court with my boys night in and night out no matter what the outcome. We will go our separate ways and we might not see each other as much as we did when we were in college, but I know that no one will forget the times we shared together.
I would like to thank everyone who was a part of my collegiate career and give a little advice for those who are still embarking on theirs: Enjoy it while you can because it goes by too fast.