It was about 7:45, and there is no reason it should have been that cold and that bright at the same time. The van had been parked in the lot behind the DMV where I had taken my driver’s test, and we were legging it up sidewalks and across streets. The cold was seeping into my clothing and the light bled through my eyelids. We power-walked past some men at the edge of the parking lot, and I heard Jon Harris make some kind of greeting to them. It wasn’t an especially formal greeting, inasmuch he didn’t slow down to give it. He asked me if I’d seen the men he was talking to. I had; they had been black silhouettes with badges, shapes cut out against the snow.
“Yes.”
“That was the added security.”
And then we were inside.
There were nine of us: Jeremy Ayotte, Krista Wendling, Brian Merrill, Emily Hamlin, Meghan Kelly, Arian Bates, Ashley Favreau, and I in a “team” helmed by SGA President Jon Harris and driven by George Black. Over the course of the previous hour we had driven from Johnson to Montpelier, rocketing over the half-plowed ground in a white van, watching the sun rise and set and rise again as we passed mountains and trees and occasional buildings.
I had badly underdressed because we had all been promised commemorative VSC sweater vests. I had stumped around in the cold, waiting for the others in the Bentley parking lot, only to find out that we were only going to get our vests once we got there.
Wonderful.
But the state college system was good to its word, and shortly thereafter I was suited up in finest dark-green polyester. Jeremy had been cynically betting that the vests would be made in China; I later checked and found to my amusement that they were made in Vietnam.
I had no idea why we were doing this. I was doing this because I wanted to see my state’s government in action. And also because I wanted a commemorative sweater vest.
Harris later explained the trip as being fourfold. We had come to ask for money, enjoy ourselves, and “to tell our own personal stories to legislators.” He also said that “we were there to demonstrate the VSC as a driver of economic development in the state,” although I’m not entirely sure how a group of bleary-eyed kids mooching donuts off the cafeteria demonstrated this. We did, however, end up giving the Vermont government $25 when we went back to the van later on and found out we’d been ticketed for parking illegally.
We suited up in Room 10. It was well lit, and featured rows of chairs facing a weird arrangement of lobed desks that had come together like lumps in a hungry snake, curled into a loose “C”.
We were inundated with paraphernalia. We were given identical VSC folders, which we all set down on the table so it that immediately became impossible to figure out whose was whose. These folders held a battery of pamphlets detailing things I found I could not understand. Like the drunk who feels fine right up until he gets off his barstool and face-plants, I was rapidly discovering that the two hours of sleep I’d gotten were not nearly enough. With the haze closing in fast, we went to breakfast.
The Capitol Building seems to be substantially larger on the inside than the out, and seemed uncannily like the castle from “Super Mario 64,” which consisted of endless tiled hallways with endless paintings. Here, the paintings were not of fantasy landscapes but of men and women, many of them former governors. They were useful in orientation, and I soon became familiar with the piercing glare of Madeline Kunin, the wind-driven wraparound muttonchops of some long-dead fellow, and the cheerful ambiguity of one governor who looked like he was being played by Peter Sellers.
The floors were white marble, tiled into a checkerboard against some gray stone in which was visible the fossilized remains of sand dollars and ammonites, laid down in seafloor strata several million years before.
The cafeteria was just up a ramp from a dark, greenish room where people seemed to be holding diorama presentations for some reason. Breakfast was donuts, bagels, and a few other bread-based things I was too logy to examine. I ran into Robert Clarke, chancellor of the Vermont State Colleges, who was standing in front of another diorama. Clarke was in high spirits, and seemed very proud of the VSC. I realized I should probably ask him some questions, and, though he declined a full interview, he took a moment to champion the system he oversaw.
“It’s a great system,” he said. “The VSC’s critical for the state’s future.”
Back to Room 10.
The boxes of sweater vests had been packed up and spirited away by our own Dean of Students Dave Bergh, save for a few that had been set aside as gifts. Rows of be-vested students formed a lush educational forest. Green is a good color to brood in.
People came in. They were the speakers, as evident by their lack of commemorative sweater vests. One by one, they took the floor, spoke, and took questions.
Gaye Symington, then Floyd Nease, then Bill Doyle, then Kristen Carlson, a reporter from WCAX-TV, the regional CBS affiliate. None of us from JSC had known until that day that we would be meeting her, and there was some antsiness on the bus because we weren’t sure what to expect. But she was simply there to speak about the relationship between the state’s political process and the local media.
The questions they all took were varied. Symington took questions about political issues; Nease took questions about political process. Symington took questions about political issues; Nease took questions about political process, and I took pictures of Carlson.
We then entered into the “freestyle” part of Legislative Day, wherein we were allowed to do whatever we wanted. I attached myself to Jon Harris, because if I didn’t have someone to follow I was sure I was going to get lost. He gamely put up with me.
Tracing his way through the Escheresque layout of the building, Harris finally found what he was looking for. The whole building seemed to be comprised of medium-sized rooms behind ancient, regal wooden doors with job descriptions on them. The door we walked through said 42, and, below it, APPROPRIATION$. They really did spell it with the dollar sign.
The people here were happy, active, and intense. Harris took a seat at their table and began exchanging fire with them.
Harris had come to ask about funding – both to get an understanding of the current situation, and to ask for more. They asked him what additional funds would be used for.
“Faculty,” he said. “Faculty and grants.”
Tones and chimes, accompanied by blinking lights built into the wall near the switches, informed us that the House was going into session. Nobody seemed to regard this as remarkable, and I gradually gathered that the large legislative body took some time to come up to operating speed.
“This is very simple.” This was a man called Bob. “We have over here” – he gestured with his right hand – “a pile marked ‘income’. And we have over here” – left hand – “a wish list.” Bob was detailing the existential crisis of financing: there is never enough money to meet all the requests.
“If I had thought of it,” Harris told me later on, “I would have mentioned that the state charter establishing the VSC says that the state shall fund the system ‘in whole or substantial part,’ and that I didn’t think around 17 percent of the VSC’s budget was anything close to that.”
Still, Harris was happy as we left.
“I didn’t expect a miracle,” he told me as we clomped down a staircase floored with some kind of industrial plastic, pale green made paler by the salt film.
We joined a separate group, wearing maroon, and the rest of the VSC battalion on the balcony overlooking the House floor. I had rarely had the experience of watching many people mill about from a good height, and I was given the impression of an anthill as the officials scurried around. The layout consisted of several concentric horseshoes facing a large podium and a battery of antique-looking chairs. The horseshoes were desks, and behind them were the neurons of the legislative brain. I was literally watching Vermont think.
collage by Sarah Lamb; statehouse picture from sugarmtnfarm.com/bbg/upload_images/VermontCapitalBldg
What was Vermont thinking about? Vermont was thinking about House Bill 458, which was about “Digital Corporate Transactions.”
I watched the thrum, enthralled. Inside the smallest nesting horseshoe was a long, wide table, which seemed to be the base for the pages. The pages were conduits of change, and throughout the day I watched them flit around the building, urgently seeking to fulfill their quests.
They were boys and girls, and some of them looked so young that I would have guessed them to be in grade school. Like us, they wore dark green uniforms – but theirs were suits, not vests. The suits seemed to have some kind of yellow badge on them, but none of their wearers ever slowed down enough for me to get a good look. Of all the people I met or saw that day, none could match the pages for sheer frenetic energy. With each green blur that hurtled past me, my respect for them grew.
Back to Room 10.
I picked out a seat in the front row and dozed fitfully as the rest filed in. We head come to see today’s headliner: the governor. I had only met him once before, when we had almost walked into each other at the 2005 career fair at VTC.
Governor Douglas arrived, and I jerked to life and began taking pictures of him. He had a soft, pleasant speaking voice, which remained consistent through his monologue and the apology (“’scuse me”) he gave to a table he backed into. We then entered a Q & A session, in which Harris asked Douglas about the idea of the state doing more to subsidize low-income students. When the session ended, he was given a commemorative green sweater vest and we parted ways.
Next stop: the Senate.
There are many more representatives than there are senators, and the Senate room is much smaller because of it, though the layout is basically the same. It was empty, and we were urged to sit in the senators’ chairs. Their continuous desks again formed horseshoes – though only two this time.
There was no page-table; instead we faced two men on the open floor in front of the podium. Or at least we were supposed to. I was momentarily distracted by making the delightful discovery that the senator whose seat I was sitting in had been doodling on his handouts.
The two men speaking were Senate President Pro Tem Peter Schumlin and Senator Bill Korris, who explained the functions of this legislative lobe in the state’s brain. I forget which one of them said it, but what it basically amounted to was that, because there were fewer or them, the senators had to work harder than the members of the House. They then took questions, and actually got a round of applause when Schumlin suggested that state funding be taken away from UVM, which has its own funding, and given to the VSC.
He described UVM as having so much of its own money that people were actually wondering why tuition was so cheap. He sought to level the balance a la Robin Hood – taking from the rich and giving to the poor.
Lunch. We were given the Secret Password that would allow us to eat free, and the sent off to hold our own against ravenous politicians in the winding, close-combat self-serve world of the cafeteria. I was originally only going to get a drink, but I suddenly noticed an opening near a pizza-warmer, and I mustered all my energy to get in and get a piece of pepperoni. Flitting, stealthily, I spirited my prize away through the checkout and ate with three other JSC students at a table slightly larger than a desk planner. They had all found trays.
After that, with an hour to go, I decided to sit in on some caucuses that were going on. I was unable to find the Progressive caucus, but was told that the Democratic caucus was happening in Room 11, and the Republican caucus was happening in Room 10. The doors to Room 11, I found, were closed, and I didn’t want to be rude.
Back to Room 10.
The Master of Ceremonies was in the middle of setting up his PowerPoint presentation, and I struck up a conversation with the other bystander, who had propped himself up next to a window. I asked him how he was doing.
“Tired,” he said. “Cold.”
“Maybe you shouldn’t stand so close to that window,” I said.
“My guard post is actually out there,” he said, watching the exterior doorway through the glass. He detailed recent events of his job to me, including how he was “fustrated” about the coming snow, on account of how his snow blower had conked out on him after the last storm and how there was a backlog of jobs at the places that repair such things. He hoped he might get it back by the following day, presumably so he could break it again.
He eventually stepped out, and the Republicans began coming in. I killed the rest of the hour listening to them grapple with the problem of how, if current spending rates were maintained, just under half the state’s roadways would be structurally deficient by 2013. The rest of the attendees and I were given of commemorative printout of the presentation to keep.
We regrouped in the hall outside and then headed for the van. Harris was jubilant: despite the fact that he’d only done some talking, and the people he was talking to hadn’t been able to promise much, he felt he’d scored a major victory. I pointed out that, even if his efforts paid off, the process was so slow that none of us would reap the rewards.
“I’m graduating this semester,” he told me. “I’m doing this for my children.”
I doubt that anybody even noticed us as we left. Back inside the Capitol, the political machine continued to rattle on. Back in the labyrinthine passages the ephemeral ideas of humanity were birthed, weighed, and shuttled by the sprinting pages past the paintings, including Howard Dean’s, in which he looks like Mark Trail.
You will all have to decide for yourselves, but for me, it was good to see this happen. And my sweater vest is awesome.